Well , today was Chemoday #4. I have two chemo sessions to go , and I'll be done (inshallah). So far so good as far as reacting to the chemo drugs. I do have reactions to the chemo.The reactions will run it's course till next wednesday. I'll be fine then.
I need to post a picture of my almost no eyebrows self. I should do that before they are completely gone. Every morning I look at myself in the mirror and wonder what's diffent about my face. Hummmm... then I go, Girrrl your eyebrows are almost gone! Mashallah.
When I make Salat, I always pray to Allah that he cures the cancer in me. The other day I realize that what I should be asking for is that Allah keeps me healthy. You know that old quote abour being careful of what you ask for. Allah is most meriful and beneficient, he can cure me of my cancer, but then I could develop a very serious heart problem or something else that would be more deadly then the cancer. Allah is the God and he knows what's best for me and He knows what I can handle and what I can't. All praises due....